i got this icebox where my heart used to be

fishfishfuckfishfish.
i have corrupted files in my thumbdrive.
it cant be that trojan virus right? i'm not that unlucky..i think.
next time when there's an email saying
"NO THUMBDRIVES to be used with immediate effect until further notice. "
just follow the damn advice. grrrr-


+ i havent had proper sleep for so long!
over the weekends i manage to catch hours of
awesome eye shutting, doing nothing, just lazing and sleeping,
and it felt sooooo good!
so when i was sleeping,
i dreamt i was forced to eat a pig.
and then the other time i dreamt i was on tv!
and one time i dreamt i was really in the toilet peeing.
freakyyyyyyy

i always thought my drawings were okay.
not excellent or superb. just okay.
but today i realised my drawings suck so bad.
i borrowed this book from the library, "drawing for beginners" (hahah)
and i read its step by step guide.
i see why ngyewhock has so much to comment on my drawings.
the proportion of everything i draw suck.
not to mention my useless attempt at shading.
i just suck at 2D art la.
normal artists dont read books to learn to draw.
they just can draw.

gotta hand in..
10 page journal, storyboards with nice photos, painting, assignments, 50 good sketches by 25th. busy like shit.

gotta paint paint paint draw draw draw shade shade cut cut paste paste X490
so fun